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Wednesday, October 1, 2008
{ 12:49 AM on 'Really tired' } The dance practices are killing me man. I know i shouldnt be complaining but yes im a loser all i do is complain la. lmao! but its really very tiring okay. like dance everyday. wake up in the morning, dance, come home, sleep, wake up and dance. wth! and very depressing also coz nothing goes into my brain anymore and sometimes i dont even know whats wrong with me! Omg give me a break. And i always wonder. I wonder how they execute the moves so smoothly. Then i will tell myself because they learnt longer than me, they are more exposed to dance and that they are just more talented. But thats all bullshit. Thay trained hard. They put in effort. They enjoyed what they did. I dont! And what does that mean? Idk. And theres people out there encouraging me, telling me I can do it, dont give up and just do what i really wanna do. I dont wanna give up either... And to Binghui who is also stressed up by all these shit. JIAYOU! :) Peace man. If we are still going to suck at it, at least we can still say we tried. haha! Oh this isnt any emo post okay. these are just my thoughts, im not being an emo. IM NOT! lmao. Bye |